Your voice is my rainbow

11 December 2009 @ 11:56 pm

You can never forget, if you fall once you'll be in trouble

come a little closer
let me show you what you've never felt before

the time for just the two of us has come
i've waited for this day more than anyone else
today, i'll show you my heart that no one has known before

now, relax as i hold you in my arms
close your eyes, and count.. one, two, three, four
as you count to ten, i'll take you to my room

all night long, baby. all night long, take me
until the sun rises, i want to be with you (baby, i'm yours)
here, right here, hold me
give me permission into your heart ( you're mine)

Just because! Just because I've already got my own album!
Just because I'm happy again! Just because I'm in love...I'm doubly in love!:):) ᄏᄏᄏᄏ
Just because this lyric is awesome! Sexy! Hot! Amazing! Perfect!

Just because I'm still waiting for this day more than anyone else...
Maybe I should start my own countdown....?
I close my eyes, and count....ten, nine, eight, seven....
As I count to one, you should take me to your room, bb:):):):)

I'm crazy bitch! And I already know it!
And just one more...
I LOVE MY FRIENDS~~

Current Mood:

bouncy

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10 December 2009 @ 11:20 pm

How could this be you're not here with me

'Join me' by HIM...
I've almost forgotten this song...I've heard this song so long ago...till today.
And my memories just return...I hate this feeling when I miss Him so much! As always I think His death was just my stupid fault....maybe it really was?
It's almost three years without Him. Just after funeral I thought I couldn't live without Him...it's not true, I can! I still live even if sometimes I just didn't want...
I don't want to cry anymore. I just want to think about Him and smile. I know I'm not alone, but sometimes memories hurt so much.
Christmas are coming and I'm too cheesy. Really! I should just be happy and enjoy my life! I've got so many - precious friends, younger sister, Korea and these stupid fuckers. I've food, home, even money.
But...now, I just want to sit down in the corner and just stop thinking!

Won't you die tonight for love?

Current Mood:

cynical

Current Music: HIM - Join Me | Powered by Last.fm

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06 December 2009 @ 02:26 pm

can you feel my heartbeat

Today is Santa Claus's day - I wish everybody a lot of gifts! Tailor-made gifts:) Sunny days, a lot of smile, love, great friendship! And just happiness!
I'm just happy! Pure happiness, really! Thanks to a one person on this world! Thank you, my dear:) You know I love you^^

Last week was just crazy...without electricity, Net or water:) Especially without Net - it was pure horror!
I thought I can't spend any time without Net...but I CAN:) I remember...in the past, few times I didn't have Net...even some months, really! I've had to go to Net cafe^^ Fortunately I alway have my mobile phone:):):):)

Christmas is coming. I'm going to go to home and I'll spend this time with family. I don't know how I'll react if my father will be there! I hate this guy so much! I hope my mum doesn't want to spend Christmas with him! I can wish him only death!

And I'm really waiting for my own 2PM's album:) It'll be soon...Ah! So sexy photos in booklet!!:):):)
Anyway, does someone have any idea about gifts? I totaly don't know what I should buy to my beloved people:) Any ideas? I'll very gratful!:):):)

Current Mood:

cheerful

Current Music: Super Junior-M - 我的二分之一 (Full Of Happiness) | Powered by Last.fm

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26 November 2009 @ 08:15 pm

shit

I'm just shit. Fuckin' crazy shit!
From yesterday I don't know what should I do...
Yesterday I was just pissed off and I don't know why. Today my day is just dull....no more, no less!
Sometimes I want feel something more than anger. Sometimes I even want just feel sorrow or happiness. Just anything!
I want to do something but I don't know exactly what. I can't stand sitting in one place - I'm just floating around bed and chair! Fuck!
And I really want to shout!
These days are really shit! My feelings suck! My life sucks!
Everything is just bullshit!
Eh, whatever....

Current Mood:

numb

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21 November 2009 @ 11:02 pm

Madox, MAMA and so on....

I'm so pissed off! Kuba, you suck!
Madox really should win! He has amazing voice and charisma! He's so different, so hot, really!:)Eh...I've even sent sms for him! My precious 4zł!

My diet is over now! To tell the truth my diet was over on Monday~~ But I still try to eat only allowed things!
But...my head...it's horrible! I'm in pain all days long! Sometimes I just wanna die! Without pain! And my right side of body...pain, pain, pain! At the morning I have toubles with get up! And my left hand...swollen, red, and painful!

I drunk too much! kkkk~~ I can't think straight, really...my English skills are poor now:):):):) So, forgive me, pls!
Micky and her sister are watching "My boss, my hero" drama now! kkkkk~~ I didn't expect it's Patrycja's fav TV drama^^ Oh,my god...everything is just bullshit! I really shouldn't drink^^

Anyway, 2PM...I'm so proud of you, guys! You really deserved it so much! You're the Best Artist of 2009! Fighting, boys! You're just the best!

And my beloved TVXQ! I hope everything will be fine! You must come back as five! Really! I'm happy cause of your award...
but...
5-1=0!!!
Always keep the faith!

Current Mood:

drunk

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